Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Lately, i've been pursuing my latest goal of losing weight. i started my weight loss 2 months back in july and im proud to say i've loss 12kg within this time span. so im now 110kg lols, still alot but every little big counts yea?
So i've been thinking, why can't fat people be happy with their bodies? why cant I be happy with my body? Why is it fat people has to be ostracized and criticize? because they take up to much space? because they block your way?? or what is it exactly?
Personally, i think i have a low self-esteem, so much so that i do not have the confidence to speak up to others. Well, the reason why fat people aren't satisfied with their bodies is because some people just lurrrrve to criticize us in a way so demeaning to our self esteem. One example for me would be cpt ben. Well he thinks hes the best in everything and for some reasons, just love to criticize me. Well practically im like the main example for any fat related subject. I must say though, that he is the one which motivated me indirectly to lose weight because i want to proof to him that i CAN do it. And come april, i will say to myself " i have done it!". Back on topic, i believe, the sole reason for many overweight people's weight loss is so as to allow them to feel better about themselves, to feel better about their body image. The extreme would be to go for liposuction but i think that defeats the purpose of weight-loss-for-higher-self-esteem if you get what i mean. Gaining the self-esteem you want is through working hard for it, not by letting someone who is dressed in a white coat shoved a thin metal vacuum in and out of you to suck out all the fats.
Ok, so we have...... homosexual...... metrosexual...... and what else?
why cant we have a megasexual( term/idea taken from http://ch-weightwisemd.blogspot.com/2008/06/megasexual.html)?? A person who loves being fat. Life is way to short to spend all your time counting your calorie intake for the day. why cant we just enjoy ourselves in our own skin and not complain about how other people look so much better than you? But than again, if you are unhealthy please continue excercising as its good for you Haha... :D
Im so bored, some1 pls jio me on a date (despo fark) lols.....
Peace!
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