courtesy of NBC NEW
Haha... cant imagine my face there Lols.....
All these thoughts are due to fear.. And its how you deal with it which is very important.
When i go for work at my depot, i always fear that ill do something wrong like making the wrong documents (cant state what kind of documents =x confidential) or counting the wrong qty of ammo. Its not the fear of me getting scolded, but rather the fear that my actions will cause others to have more work to do. I hate the feeling, when others have to do more unecessary work due to my mistakes. I don't know about you but thats how i always feel =x.
Well back on the me-going-to-us-topic. I've been thinking whether i should like wear those kinda hip hop stuff and walk around with my hands at my crotch and speak like" this dude.... yoyo check this shit out. erh! erh! i can rap dude..." or should i just be me, plain old singaporean mentality. Im just afraid the americans wont understand my accent or my crappy sense of humour lol... i dont wanna be lame T_T..... heh
Anyway, today we pretty much settled our trip to brisbane. and im happy since it took soooo long. i also finally applied for my driving lessons and stuff. omg must go all the way to bukit batok... sooo farrrr....
lastly, all i wan to say is... 8 MORE MONTHS TO ORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CANT WAIT CANT WAIT ROAR!!!!!!!!!
I would like to end this post with a quote:
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
--- Frank Herbert, Dune - Bene Gesserit Litany Against Fear
